This has been a horrible last 30 days. My baby girl Charli, (canine) has been diagnosed with nasal carcinoma. She is only 8. Has had the best life ever.. it is just not fair... My heart and soul have been broken into so many pieces I cant describe. she is still with us, however, I should stop being so selfisH AND have her euthanized. Shes miserable....but yet she loves to eat and drink and get treats. This at this point in my life has been the most difficult trial I have faced. Yes, my sister and father passed away way too early. but I have such an affinity for animal life , they have a differnt compartment in in my heart and soul. they are unable to make choices and tell us how they feel.. Humans much different. I really dislike humans.. they are cruel , uncaring,.. the majority. Animals love us unconditionally... they are so happy whe we come home. Doesnt matter if we have been gone only 15 minutes..
FAST FORWARD TO THE YEAR 2026!!!!
MOLLY, CHARLI'S SISTER IS STILL WITH ME! SHE IS 12..SHE HAS BEEN DEALING WITH DILATED CARDIOMYOPATHY FROM HEART WORM DISEASE...PLEASE GIVE YOUR ANIMALS HEART WORM PREVENTION, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE OUTSIDE ALOT LAS...MOLLY IS CHARLI'S LITER MATE...MY SISTER TAMMY PASSED AWAY IN 2015.. 2020 MOLLY CAME TO LIVE WITH ME....... SHE IS THE BEST BABY EVER. I KNOW EVERY DAY WITH HER IS A BLESSING...i HAD A TALK WITH HER..I INSTRUCTED HER ON WHO TO VISIT IN HEAVEN...MY DAD BEING THE FIRST... I STILL MISS HIM SO MUCH...I WAS A DADDYS GIRL..DO I REALLY BELIVE THAT SHE WILL BE WONDERING THOSE STREETS OF GOLD..I AM UNSURE...HOWEVER, JUST THE THOUGHT OF IT BRINGS A BIT OF JOY IN THE HEARTBREAK... SINCE THEN IN JANUARY 2025 MY COUSIN VANNA HURLEY NAPIER UNEXPECTANTLY PASSED AWAY.... SUCH A HUGE LOSS AND HOLE IN ALL OF OUR LIVES.. I PRAY SHE IS UP IN HEAVEN TELLING PAPAW AND GRAN AND TAMMY ALL ABOUT THE GRANDCHILDREN AND ANIMALS AND HOW SUCCESSFUL THEIR OFF SPRING ARE. AGAIN, DO I BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENIG? no.. READ YOUR BIBLE.. THERE IS NO SORROW IN HEAVEN. BUT HOW WONDERFUL IS I TO BELIEVE SHE IS THERE JUST TELLIJNG STORIES. HER ABSENCE IS SO NOTED WITH EVERY GROUP SHE WAS INVOLVED WITH.. HER GIRL FRIENDS WERE MORE LIKE SISTERS TO HER... OUR COMBS FAMILY ARE A DIFFERENT BREED. THE STORIES OF GROWING UP NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH, TOO FAT, MAKE UP LOOKS GTERRIBLE ...YOU HAD TO BE STRONG TO GROW UP WITH THE MOORE/COMBS WOMEN.. ME, PERSONALLY, I THINK THEY WERE AWESOME.. THEY HELPED TO MOLD THE WOMEN WE ARE TODAY.. GRANTED, EMOTIONALLY WE ARE NUMB. i THINK MY NUMBNESS HAS MORE TO DO WITH EVENTS THAT HAPPENED IN MY TEENAGE YEARS.. I AM THANKFUL TO HAVE MADE IT THROUGH THAT PERVERSION WTH THE MENTAL CAPACITY I HAVE TODAY..THANKFULLY , I AM NOT ON ANY ANXIEY OR DEPRESSION MED RELATED TO MY TIME THEN. OZEMPIC IS THE REASON FOR MY WELLBUTRIN... WELL AFTER ALL THESE YEARS I AM SIGNING OFF FOR THE TIME BEING.
